NotoriousOutlawRecords
NewKingdomKing
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Could you go just one day without the imaginary mental comforts of society?
#Revolt #Challenge
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Every 3-4 months i usually have to completely withdraw from interactions with any others,...coz it's like i've become drained and require a recharging period.
Does that count?
Been doing this as far back as i can remember,... although when younger i was told it's "depression" which i now know it's not.
The most accurate description of this is just simply - recharging.
One thing i learnt from "psychology" is that there's various degrees of "positive" & "negative" individuals,...and the "negative" types essentially function like "energy" "syphons"/"vampires".
😄Fuckin hell, i had to find out the hard way too, by unwittingly shacking up with a likely "sociopathic"/"narcissistic" bitch.
Started off successful af, flush with cash, cars, house, fuckin all the toys,...then immediately after meeting her everything began unraveling and about two & a half years later i was flat broke, heavily in debt, constantly having to deal with this retarded bitches fuckin bullshit.
At the time i couldn't see any way out,...it was like being trapped,...even though i truly hated her, the thought of leaving was like fuckin heartbreaking or some shit.
In hindsight i could've simply walked out the door,...never to return, but it seemed impossible at the time,...😅...fuckin dumbass i was.
Even after i caught her cheating numerous times in the final months,...for some fuckin reason i still just couldn't leave,....😂.... pathetic cuckold shit aye.
She actually left me,...🤣ffs!
Still took several months to even begin to get over her,...then oughta the blue-just as i'd rediscovered my balls— the fuckin bitch returns and tried getting things going again—😆—but nah, wasn't happenin, i'd recharged enough and already had other options,....i told her to gitt gone,....
....nekminnit my cars are getting smashed up, bottles thrown at the house, cops turning up claiming i'd been witnessed at minor crime scenes,...fuckin random faggot cunts tryin to start fights(several times sneaking from behind with the old crack over the head with bottles, a bat, more often limp wristed punches) coz apparently they'd been told i'd often beaten the bitch(*& much worse shit too).
🤨Which is completely fuckin fabricated lies, i never did anything like that ever!
For two & a half years i supported her at the cost of everything i had, i gave and she took, i gave more—and she took even more—til i had nuthin,...and somehow 😑 she's the victim!
But anyway, after that shit i eventually began studying "psychology"-(*all variants)- and realized the "energy" "vampirism" concept,....💥😂....farkin bitch must've been feeding on me materially & "energetically" the entire time aye.
😄Prolly the "AB–" remnant blood,... must be real damn good sheit if she be fiending like that for near on two years afterwards. Fuckin bitch!
😆Just writing about it now is generating extreme rage aye,... like if the meter ghost turns up right this second i might not be able to keep cool if he acts cunty.
😯 Holy shit! Writing that last sentence actually dispelled the rage,... entirely!
😄Chur!
😂Just remembered something; this one morning that cuntified bitchlet had been out all night,...i was in the car about to head to work—but then had to quickly run back inside—and there she was-mid sliding through a lounge window,.....🤢....pretty sure she tagged by a rugby team.
Could tell she was methed out again.
🤣Fuck that i'm outs, went to work.
Got at late avo to find a blobbed out trainwreck on the couch surrounded by trash, food scraps toilet paper and just fuckin all-sorts of crap like she built a little whores nest,...😆...
...no shit...she cast a foul as glare at me, pulled a typical bitch face,...🤭...
...and...
...🤣
...😆
...😂
...i guess she was probably trying to disgust me even more....
...🤣
...by making eye contact...
...😆
...and farting....
....
....🤣....
...it wasn't a fart yo...🤭
...😆
...she was under a blanket wearing only skimpy underwear....
...🤣...never seen anything so fuckin disgustingly hilarious aye, literally shit sprayed right up the couch—her lightening reflexes as she leapfrogs the couch trailing shitspray while holding her ass, disappearing down the hallway.
i couldn't stop laughing aye, just left and got drunk af for two days before going back to find a scrubbed down couch and most of her stuff goneskies.
😂Just now realized, this is why she finally left me,....she couldn't bare the embarrassment...😆
😄Sheit i gotta go see if there's any gifs of something similar!
Here's to that couch shittlering bitchlet!
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NotoriousOutlawRecords
NewKingdomKing
Razeal Galazure Cosmic Krist Anon Indigo The Indigo Father Lefty slim iWax900ZooBoi WhyteAllahVelli
Are you my son?
I did date a British/Aussie/zlander (don't really know what she was but she sure did talk Aussie/brit/zlander.
Bethany. On a boat, a train, 2 cars and a bus.
6 months of fun, however one morning she woke up and yak't and then disappeared. I was too young and stupid to know any better.
I used to tell myself stupid little things like your rant here, but in the end, I learned that it's just going to be me in the end so, so what of whatever I actually accomplish here on earth, in this life.
Because as I have also learned, not only does everyone end up stabbing you in the back, they also want more than what I've ever been willing to give, my energy.
And motherfuckers will try and suck whatever they can out of you, especially women.
However not all women are exactly the same, just look at where I am in life right now...
3 trucks, legally driving, one hell of a rep (more so then before lock up too) and I'm living the best life as a dad, given my full circumstances.
I'm still getting women to fall for me, even though I'm one hell of a dedicated husband, even thru the bullshit.
So when I reflect back on these 49 years, the lie that is life wants me to think I'm just a myth, when in reality, I'm already more legendary than any man who's ever lived, if the FBI file on me is anything correct.
Now that's not saying that I do not know my own lineage. Yes I am a half breed but the superior side that takes over is more so the cover of this book than anything else.
However I do practice a much more larger and broader universal outlook on life than anything else as well.
So now, those pains in which you speak of from your life are eerily and hauntingly similar.
Maybe I'll get some time to share some excerpts from the chronicles of skinnie bastard soon
Some times I just can't believe the life that I am living now...
It's good that you feel like you can still share your life experiences with a complete stranger, from across the world. That's what I was also sent to do, was collect the correct cosmic kin.
Omega men like your self because I know one day when you are much older and wiser, you will completely understand everything we've spoken about.
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NewKingdomKing
Razeal Galazure Cosmic Krist Anon Indigo The Indigo Father Lefty slim iWax900ZooBoi WhyteAllahVelli
NotoriousOutlawRecords
NewKingdomKing
Razeal Galazure Cosmic Krist Anon Indigo The Indigo Father Lefty slim iWax900ZooBoi WhyteAllahVelli
Booksurfer1
God Emperor
Pretty sure that when my creative periods are at their highest I'm not connected to anything on this planet.
NotoriousOutlawRecords
NewKingdomKing
Razeal Galazure Cosmic Krist Anon Indigo The Indigo Father Lefty slim iWax900ZooBoi WhyteAllahVelli
I think I will have to rephrase the question and repost it. 😂
Booksurfer1
God Emperor
Or maybe reread my answer!
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NewKingdomKing
Razeal Galazure Cosmic Krist Anon Indigo The Indigo Father Lefty slim iWax900ZooBoi WhyteAllahVelli
Booksurfer1
God Emperor
You know what they say....third time lucky!
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NewKingdomKing
Razeal Galazure Cosmic Krist Anon Indigo The Indigo Father Lefty slim iWax900ZooBoi WhyteAllahVelli
Really appreciate ya brother.
Still haven't a clue what it is(*perhaps intuition maybe), but in recent years i've noticed with some individuals (*such as yourself, Book, Croot, & some from TFSF - Rebar, MrFitz, Bama, Ching Chong) there's like an already existing familiarity or something.
Dunno if i'm just a total tripped out cunt or whatever aye, but i am almost certain it's not simply my imagination.
Kinda like we already met somewhere at sometime, yet can't quite put my finger on it,...ya know, even though we haven't even met irl in our current lifetimes,...it's still like a strong sense as if meeting a relative i've not seen since early childhood or something.
Ya know i've found that one of the best/or most effective ways for dealing with-and progressing towards overcoming major personal hurdles,... has been to openly talk/write about my experiences,...and i realize sometimes it can probably be perhaps inappropriate coz occasionally people get big mad at my ramblings.(*😂but i don't care if they choose to become triggered)
i used to bottle everything up and felt that if talking/writing/sharing-or simply revealing my shit, was just too shameful and others would perceive me as lesser or somesheit.
Up until my mid twenties i had bottled shit up, deliberately repressing all the cuntified negative stuff.
😅It actually became too much and eventually-ultimately led to a total collapse of "self",...like, i still don't really know how to describe it aye.
Perhaps it was that thing some people refer to as "ego"-"death" maybe, but i really don't know.
😂 Also, despite that everything posted online is basically public/or at least available to corporate cunties,...it doesn't even bother me at all to share my shit openly,... infact, being aware of that only adds to the cathartic experience which seems to result after disregarding the tiny voice saying not too-but then still smashing post anyway.
i think that i've possibly come to accept that it doesn't matter what others may or may not choose to interpret, because on a fundamental level, it comes down to being that what each of us perceives of that which appears as if to be separate externalities—is really just projected expressions of our subjective "selves"-(😅if that makes any sense)
There's this thing i've learnt to do, though am unsure what it could be described as.
Picked it up from listening to hundreds of hour of Alan Watts, Manly P Hall, Terrence McKenna, and especially Rudolf Steiner.
Maybe everyone does it, i wouldn't know,...but basically it's that i now find it almost natural to switch between (*& create at will) any number-&/or combinations of various—distinctively unique perspectives/points of view.
😅 Maybe i'm just a fuckin nutjob, i wouldn't deny it.
And i know it very likely trips some people out when i switch perspectives between discussing different subjects,...😄...i'd imagine it must likely seem as though to various degrees as if i'm almost holding contradictory views on one subject relative to another.
Which would possibly-reasonably seem incongruous for the most part aye,...and fair enough.
Oddly though however, i'm generally fully cognizant and aware of the seemingly apparent incongruences—yet simultaneously recognize the fundamental congruity and definitive connectedness between things which appear distinctly separate.
...😂...i say nah,... full blown- 'pattern recognitionist' yo!
🤣👍 Fuckin hell, that's hilarious shit bruv!
😂 i dig your view on that whole MGTOW crap too,...coz imo it's essentially just the male version of Feminazi-ism.
Looked into MGTOW once—admittedly finding some points to be slightly reasonable—but overall it's all founded upon illogical nonsense and deliberately misleading/imo intentionally manipulative horseshit aye.
Coz fuckin oath i be keen on finding a decent woman someday—😅—i hope,...and yeah pussy is absolutely fantastic, although sex simply for the relatively brief physical gratification just doesn't compare to the significance of intimately-reciprocotively bonding with another.
Ya know that retarded pop cult trope suggesting all men are pigs and driven solely by beastial urges,...🤣 So fuckin laughable imo aye,...coz it's nothing like my experience as a "men".
Since i generally see woman as anything but mere objects of physical lust—except of course those women who actually go oughta their way to fuckin present-& behave of themselves as mere fuck toys,...which, to speak frankly, i find rather disgusting.
😄Also, yeah i do make gifs of slutty bitches,... however i don't do that for myself,...i actually make those specifically because some (*admittedly most) of the men on other forums didn't take me seriously whenever i'd discuss serious subjects—and i've found that occasionally by dropping a couple of dirty gifs, these guys seem to become more inclined towards actually considering my opinions.
😂 Basically bribing them with porn.
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